After the struggle, of going through the gammet of emotions that a mother goes through when this happens, I turned to me local community for the Support - there was nothing there. I was left all alone to try to deal with this - we were all an incredible mess. My partner, emotionally, turned away from me. I had only my children to turn to, they were a great help, but they didn't understand what it was like for a mother to loss a baby, after all it was their sister. October 1999, I felt so strongly about this sort of Support being in the community, I placed myself into the position of doing a very daughting task. I started the formation of a Support Group, so that there will never, ever be another family left alone to deal with this.

My way of dealing with the gammet of emotions a parents goes through with the loss of my precious baby, was to turn to poetry. I felt that this was a great release of the feelings & emotions that a Parents goes through when this happens.